Perhaps it’s the weather. Or maybe the moon cycle. Possibly hormones. I don’t really know.
I’m feeling introverted these days, and showing up to write anything that will be shared has felt quite daunting.
The truth is: I am an introvert. I need quiet, calm, and space in order to feel balanced and fueled up. Crowds of people, loud places, busy schedules, meetings, expectations… all these things drain me. When I feel myself getting drained, I sneak away and retreat for an evening, or sometimes for a whole weekend if I can be so indulgent.
Turns out, my introversion translates over to my writing life as well. Right now I’m feeling shy, at a loss for words, and a little stubborn about sharing the personal stuff. Maybe I’m a little vulnerable from the slow moving winter months, or maybe I’m just being selfish. Stubborn and selfish are two qualities I don’t ever hope to retain for any long periods of time, so I’m hoping for a swift pass of this phase.
In the meantime, will you be patient with me?
I’m going on vacation next week, and I hope the warmth and time away from routine will get me back into gear.
We’ll talk soon, I promise.
How do you gather your energy? What is your favorite way to recharge when you’re feeling rundown?